Ship of fools

I will start off with saying, that at times I think I lost something along the way of life and I have never been one to back away from being pushed around by others. But I sometimes wonder why do I bother when you are unwanted somewhere why stick around and get thrashed and ridiculed by folks who you have no vested interest in nor care for.
So am I crazy or am I to stubborn for my own good, I have no idea as to how much is to much and sometimes may lack certain skills to realize that every ...